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My Poetic Journal of Life's Daily Experiences and a Deeper and More Mindful Side of Me. You all are my life's inspiration. You create the emotions inside me that pour out onto this page.

Friday, December 30, 2005

New Years Resolution
Don't hurt.
Don't cry.
Don't trust.
Don't share.
Don't care.
Don't feel.
Don't believe.
Don't let them see inside.
posted at   11:52 PM
Too Good
I guess I just didn't think the heartache would come so soon.
I thought my window of opportunity would stay open
long enough to see the dawn.
And the fear, it rushes in at full force.
I'm queezy and craving numbness.
All the steps I took to face my fears and open up
Putting myself in vulnerabilities' path
Only to be trampled.
A wrong assumption made
That you were uncapable of making me feel this way.
A dirty secret you're ashamed of.
Not worthy of being taken to the ball.
And with this you prove her right.
Those hurtful words that I wanted so badly to be wrong.
That you were too good for me.
That I wasn't good enough for you.

posted at   11:45 PM

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